Saturday, March 31, 2018
March 31: Of someone else’s sandals, and Someone Else’s plans
Friday, March 30, 2018
March 30
Good Friday
The story I am about to tell you is perhaps the most frequently used story in all of preaching. It has all the ingredients of a great sermon illustration: suspense, drama and emotion. The only problem is that it isn't accurate. Maybe you've heard it. It's the story of an engineer who operated a draw-bridge across a mighty river. With a control panel of levers and switches, he set into motion a monstrous set of gears that either lifted the bridge for the river traffic or closed it for the oncoming train.
One day the engineer took his young son to work with him. The fascinated boy hurled question after question at his dad. It was not until the span had opened to allow the passage of a ship that the father noticed the questions had ceased and his son had left the room. His pulse quickened. He looked outside. There was nothing below except the cold, gray concrete pier, disappearing into the river, churned white by the passing boat. Then he looked out and spied his son playing in the machinery; he was inspecting it like a government official and passing his chubby little hands, smeared with grease, over the armatures and shafts. The engineer was just about to go out and get the boy so he could swing the span shut, when a flashing light brought to his attention the approach of a passenger train.
There was not time to retrieve his son. The span must be closed. His heart leaped when he realized that his son would be crushed in the gears of that herculean machinery. A horrible dilemma mandated a horrible decision. Either his son would be killed or a trainload of hundreds of innocent passengers would be killed. With firm purpose, he reached for the closing lever.
A powerful story, isn't it? It's often used to describe the sacrifice of Jesus on Good Friday, and it is not without its parallels. It's true that God could not save man without killing his son. The heart of God the Father did twist in grief as he slammed the gears of death down on his Son. And sad but true, the innocent have whizzed by the scene of the crime, oblivious to the sacrifice that has just saved them from certain death.
But there is one inference in the story that's woefully in need of correction. Let me quote the prophet Isaiah. See if you can find the revealing phrase.
"He was assigned a grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death, thought he had done no violence, nor was any deceit in his mouth. Yet it was the Lord's will to crush him and cause him to suffer." Isaiah 53:9-10
Did you see it? "It was the Lord's Will to crush him and cause him to suffer."
The cross was no accident. Jesus' death was not the result of a panicking, cosmological engineer. The cross wasn't a tragic surprise. The death of Jesus was anything but an unexpected peril. No, it was part of the original blueprint, written into the script, part of the plan from the beginning of time. The cross was the only way to rescue humankind from the deadly and eternal consequences of sin. That is why on this Good Friday we will give God our highest praise, our best worship and our utmost devotion.
Thursday, March 29, 2018
Thursday, March 29
Wednesday, March 28, 2018
March 28
Randi
Tuesday, March 27, 2018
March 27
March 27, 2018
Deuteronomy 7:1-8:20
Luke 7:36-8:3
Psalms 69:1-8
Proverbs 12:1
A Prayer in Response to Deuteronomy 7:1-8:20
Hold on to His Word for all you're worth — because His Word is what proves God is trustworthy. And when you know God is trustworthy — you know today is worthy of joy & hope.
- Ann Voskamp
God, your word is a rescue and a refuge for us. Thank you for telling us what is true about You and what is true about us. We want Your word to inform our thoughts, words and choices today.
You tell us in Deuteronomy that we are a people holy to the Lord our God, chosen to be your people, your treasured possession. You have set your affection on us not because of our qualifications, but because of Your love and faithfulness.
We praise You for reminding us today that You are a great and awesome God and nothing is too difficult for You. You redeem us with a mighty hand and outstretched arm. You are faithful and keep your covenant of love to a thousand generations. We praise You that You are God our Sustainer. You led your people all the way through the wilderness, you fed them with manna and they learned that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.
When we are mired in discouragement, frustration or distractions today, would You remind us that we have seen your faithfulness before and we will see it again. Would you give us eyes to see the manna of your faithful provision in our lives today? Would you give us ears to hear Your words of life spoken over us? We love you, Lord. Amen.
Monday, March 26, 2018
Blog Post Monday March 26th
Sunday, March 25, 2018
March 25, 2018
"Why do you call me, 'Lord, Lord' and do not do what I say" Luke 6:46
A while back I was talking to my mom in Romania and I was telling her how scared and nervous I was about an upcoming event. She listened to me day after day, trying to encourage me. After a while, probably tired of my pessimism, she asked me what the point was, of doing a Bible study every week, if I had such a hard time believing. "Don't they teach you about having faith and not dwelling in fear?" She is not a newborn Christian and her question really took me by surprise. It cured my pessimism and complaining.
I hear the Lord asking the same kind of question here. What is the point in getting theologically smart if we can't put his words into practice? Easier said than done. It's easy when things go well, according to the plan. It's hard when unexpected happens, when expectations are not met, when people misbehave or mistreat us.
These are few things that help me focus on Jesus, practice faith, when all I want is to throw a pity party:
- Remember that faith is not about seeing and touching but about hoping with confidence. It's about holding on to hope before a situation unfolds, before we can see that something is working. Faith precedes the miracle. "Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see." Hebrews 11:1.
- Remember that my inability to control, doesn't mean that God is unable as well. God is in perfect control of everything and everyone. It means that I can relax in chaos, in the unexpected, in the unknown. He is in perfect control of me and everything else, to the point that: "Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. "Luke 12:7
- There is no place in this world, that is out of God's influence. He is omnipresent. He is present in the darkest and in the brightest. There are no closed doors for him. "Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there" Psalm 139:7,8. Wherever I am, and whatever I am dealing with, I am completely covered, and He is completely in charge of me.
- Bad things happen to good people. My human nature wants a care free, pain free, blissful experience on this earth. After all, we are the sons and daughter of the King. It's easy to fall into blaming and despair with that belief. We are warned: "do not be surprised at the fiery ordeal that has come on you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you." 1 Peter 4:12 "In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33. Nowhere he promises us a worry-free life, but he does promises us victory and assistance. "And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. "1 Cor 10:13
Lord please help us to believe in you, in word and in action, help us to build our lives on solid rock and not on slippery grounds.
Saturday, March 24, 2018
March 24: Of Perfect Teams and Prayer
Deuteronomy 2:1-3:29
Luke 6:12-38
Psalm 67:1-7
Proverbs 11:27
"One of those days Jesus went out to a mountainside to pray, and spent the night praying with God. When morning came, He called His disciples to Him and chose twelve of them, whom He also designated apostles: …and Judas Iscariot, who became a traitor." - Lk 6:12-13, 16
When I began my career, a management trainee at a global firm, the country GM called me into his office to welcome me. "Jon," he said, in his loud, midwestern voice so unique in 1987 Manila, "there are only two jobs at this firm, and you and I have both of them."
I didn't understand where he was going, so he continued. "They are building the business, and building the people. Your job is 99% building the business; my job is the reverse."
That has stuck with me these 31 years of my career. In building any organization, building the team is the most important job.
So today's reading has some seriously practical implications. Consider this: before our Lord built His team, He went to a mountainside. To pray. All. Night. And then He chose the 12.
Let's let that sink in a moment. He already knew the apostles - they were among the many disciples following Him at that point. What might He have prayed? For guidance in the selection process? That those chosen might be strong enough for the task ahead of them? That they might be the right people for the job? Whatever it is, He prayed all night. And His prayers were answered - He got the best people for the job.
"Now hold on a minute," you might say. "He chose Judas. Who betrayed Him. Leading to an excruciating death. How can you say he got the best people?" My response to that is, if Judas hadn't sinned as grievously as he did, our Lord would not have known Calvary, Golgotha nor the open tomb. So Jesus did choose well.
I'm currently interviewing candidates to replace an employee who left. This made me think. I've spent a lot of time reading resumes and speaking with the candidates. I haven't spent as much time in prayer - certainly nowhere near a whole night. I should probably change my approach.
Friday, March 23, 2018
March 23
March 23
Psalm 66:16-17
Come and listen, all you who fear God,
Let me tell you what he has done for me
I cried out to him with my mouth
His praise was on my tongue
When we see God working in miraculous ways, we have the duty of telling the world through our words and praise. Israel had seen a lot of incredible God sightings and they were charged with recounting these mighty acts of deliverance.
This week 12 of us made the trip to Texas to serve the greater kingdom through helping people rebuild their homes after the devastation of Hurricane Harvey. The devastation down here is significant and widespread. Our teams were admonished by our team leader, Jackie Passer, to first of all, rebuild the lives of these people and then to rebuild their homes. So many of us had deep spiritual conversations with these dear people who lost everything. All of the houses we worked on did not have any insurance. So without our assistance they would be homeless. Hearing the stories of these homeowners made this trip totally worthwhile.
One of our early needs was to supply a cook for 45 people. God placed two professional cooks on our team with Lin and Nico. Lin didn't even realize she was a professional until this week. Both of them provided outstanding menus.
Team unity is always a concern on missions trips. You couldn't have put together a better team than the 12 who came from Grace. The other churches we partnered with were also team players and we blended together very well.
God was also working even in the difficult situations. I had an accident on Tuesday in which I fractured two of my ribs. At first the doctor was concerned there was damage to my vital organs but God was gracious and it was just a break. God provided a bed for me that evening so I got a good night of rest. The team was so gracious and supportive during this time. I also felt your prayers so many miles away.
In the end we always ask the question, who benefits more from these mission trips, the givers or the receivers? I don't think there is any question that it is more blessed to give than to receive. Thank you for being a giver too, giving us all of your prayers and support.
Thursday, March 22
Wednesday, March 21, 2018
March 21
Randi
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
Tuesday March 20th
Recently, I have been learning about the importance of studying the Bible, memorizing scripture, and using God's word effectively. We have heard this in this most recent sermon series at church and have read about this in the Whisper book by Mark Batterson. As Ruth wrote in her prayer yesterday: we need to remember the importance of not only reading the Word, but imprinting it on our minds, and using it as fuel to fight the enemy.
2 Timothy 2:15 says: "Study to show yourself approved to God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." I am reading through the book Whisper with some friends, and we recently spent time exploring what rightly dividing God's word meant. We came to the conclusion that it means to use God's word accurately in the context that it was intended, interpreting it accurately as truth. This means not picking and choosing pieces of scripture and misinterpreting them. Rightly dividing scripture is our best offense and our best defense.
In today's reading, we see Jesus "rightly dividing" God's word. When faced with trials and temptations, he responds with scripture that defeats his enemy. When starving after eating nothing for 40 days, he was asked to turn a stone to bread, but responded: "Man does not live on bread alone" (Deuteronomy 8:3). When offered authority over all the kingdoms of the world if he bows down to the devil, he says "Worship the Lord your God and serve him only" (Deuteronomy 6:13). Finally, the devil wrongly divides scripture by quoting a passage that shows God's protection of his people as fuel to dare Jesus to jump from the highest point of the temple. Jesus quotes scripture yet again (Deuteronomy 6:16): "do not put the Lord your God to the test".
Jesus knew scripture, and in his time of testing he was able to call to mind those verses that defended him and kept him on the right path.
God, help us to study scripture so that we may better know you, our need of a savior, your plans for us, your love for us, and your protection of us. Give us the strength to face our battles knowing that you are beside us. Thank you for the history, mercy, wisdom, healing, love, hope and purpose that your Word provides. May we never take that for granted and always seek to enrich our lives with the power of your Word.
Monday, March 19, 2018
Blog Post Monday March 19th
Sunday, March 18, 2018
March 18, 2018
"Every valley shall be filled in, every mountain and hill made low. The crooked roads shall become straight, the rough ways smooth. And all mankind will see God's salvation. "Luke 3-5,6
This passage made me think of life before Christ. It made me think of the past, with its valleys, its mountains, the rough and sometimes crooked ways. The past can be an idol. We can get lost in the valleys of pain, of abuse, of disappointments or stuck in mountains of good memories, which even though precious, will never return.
The past can also have a loud voice in our current lives. I know in my own life, how many times I decided I couldn't do something, or be something because of the past. The pain of the past can become an identity. The past can be indeed an idol. Suddenly, those experiences, those places we've been, claim to be more real and more powerful than our God. Being in the past, implies we are not in the present where the Lord is. John invites us to let go of those highs and lows of the past and become a new creation.
How can we put the past in its own place and embrace our identity in Christ? How can we follow John's calling into our own lives? The world offers all sorts of recipes: therapy, self-help books, prescription meds, trying harder, transcendental meditation etc. They all claim to heal parts of ourselves. They all claim to smooth the valleys and the mountains, the crooked and the rough patches of our lives and to help us take off towards our great potential. They are like band-aids on a deep wound.
The only answer is in Jesus. He wants us to be freed from the past, from the old. "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come! All this is from God… 2 Cor 5: 17. The true transformation, the true healing, the true reconciliation comes only from being in Christ. He came to make us a new creation, to give us a new identity, no matter the past. He came to reconcile us with our Father, our Creator and ultimately with ourselves, no matter what our sins might have been.
Also, same as John, we are called to spread this message. "We are therefore Christ's ambassadors" 2 Cor 5-20. In a world that is full of suffering, we need more than ever God's power and truth. The words of Billy Graham are so appropriate for the times we live in: "The Bible is not an option, it is a necessity". It is true for us, and it is true for everybody else out there. It is in God's Word and in God's presence where we find everything we are looking for.
Saturday, March 17, 2018
March 17: Of Worry, of Safety, and of the Father’s House
Friday, March 16, 2018
March 16 The Story of St. Patrick
Tomorrow is St. Patrick's Day and most people have no idea why we celebrate his life. It is the honoring of a true hero of the faith. We know about the real St. Patrick because he wrote a record of his life called Confessions. As a young boy Patrick lived a comfortable life near an English coastal city where his father was a deacon in their church. But at the age of 16, his comfortable life unraveled. Irish pirates attacked his village, abducting Patrick and many of the household servants. After arriving in Ireland, Patrick was sold as a slave to a Druid tribal chieftain who forced Patrick to work with a herd of pigs.
In the midst of the squalor of pig filth, God began to transform Patrick's heart. In his Confessions he wrote, "I was sixteen and knew not the true God, but in a strange land the Lord opened my unbelieving eyes, and I was converted." Patrick became convinced that the kidnapping and homesickness were actually opportunities to know Christ better.
"Anything that happens to me," he wrote, "whether pleasant or distasteful, I ought to accept with [serenity] giving thanks to God … who never disappoints." Knowing that this serenity didn't come from his own strength, Patrick wrote, "Now I understand that it was the fervent Spirit praying within me."
After serving as a slave for six years, Patrick escaped, boarded a boat, and found his way back home. This escape was orchestrated by God in a vision. The vision told him where to go and how to escape. He followed the leading of the Lord and escaped back to England. At long last, he was on British soil, warmly embraced by his family and his community. In his own mind Patrick was done with Ireland for good.
According to Patrick, "It is not in my nature to show divine mercy toward the very ones who once enslaved me." To prepare for a future ministry he went and studied in France and became a priest and a Bishop for 15 years.
Once again, God would change Patrick's heart. Partially through a dramatic dream, Patrick knew that God had called him to return to Ireland—not as a slave, but as a herald of the gospel. His family and friends were understandably horrified by his decision. "Many friends tried to stop my mission," Patrick wrote. "They said, 'Why does this fellow waste himself among dangerous enemies who don't even know God?'"
Despite these objections, in A.D. 432 Patrick used his own money to purchase a boat and sail back to Ireland. Patrick spent the rest of his life preaching the gospel in Ireland, watching many people come to Christ. He also passionately defended the human rights of slaves. Besides his Confession, his only other remaining written work is the Letter to the Soldiers of Coroticus, a scathing protest sent to King Coroticus and his soldiers after they raided a village, slaughtering the men and selling the women into slavery.
For the rest of his life, Patrick would remain captivated by the grace of God. In his Confessions he wrote:
"And I am certain of this: I was a dumb stone lying squashed in the mud; the Mighty and Merciful God came, dug me out and set me on top of the wall. Therefore, I praise him and ought to render him something for his wonderful benefits to me both now and in eternity."
Patrick's life and ministry teach us to be open to the call of God in our lives. His beginning in Ireland did not dictate his future but it drew him into a love relationship with Jesus Christ. His relationship with Christ helped him to overcome adverse circumstances in his teen years. His ability to draw close to God and forgive had a dramatic impact on the Irish people. His willingness to follow God's call makes him a hero of the faith.
(sources unknown)
Thursday, March 15
Wednesday, March 14, 2018
March 13th
My apologies for this coming late! For perspective purposes and not to confuse anyone, this blog was supposed to happen yesterday before Randi sent hers this morning.
Today's reading is from:
Numbers chapter 19 and 20
Luke chapter 1: 1-25
Psalm 56: 1-13
Proverb 11:8
I am only going to address Numbers Chapter 19. I will explain at the end why.
The Lord said to Moses and Aaron! That should be enough right? The Lord said it, so I am going to do it! Well not so fast how many things do you wrestle with each day? Things that we know the Lord wants us to do, yet for one reason or another we don't! In these two chapters I find people quickly read through them because to us in 2018 it's a lot of blah blah blah, red heifer burnt offerings, unclean people, 7 days, 7 times, on the 3rd day etc….. that is enough to make your head spin. Yet instead of understanding what it all means (which takes time) we just want to get on with it and read the easier stuff, words we can handle, words and concepts we know and understand. Wait a second isn't that what we do in our own spiritual walk? We want what's easy. God's word is completely useful for teaching, guiding, rebuking, warning, and enlightening US yes US! Let's break down Numbers 19 and the sacrifice of the "Red heifer". In our society we have reduced our attention span to a twitter mentality of 140 characters or less, anymore you will lose the reader. Well here you go Numbers 19 in 140 characters or less: Burn a "red" heifer outside of camp, sacrifice the heifer with fire from cedar wood and mix the ashes with water to be sprinkled using a hyssop branch, then use the mixed water of cleansing, anyone who is unclean and does not cleanse themselves will be cut off. Now do you have a better understanding of Numbers 19? Maybe a little. Let's see how we can unpack this a little.
Red heifer: a reddish-brown cow, no more than two years old which had never had a yoke on it to be sacrificed as part of the purification of Mosaic Law. The purpose of the red heifer sacrifice was to provide for the water of cleansing, another term for purification from sin. After the red heifer was sacrificed, her blood was sprinkled at the door of the tabernacle. The blood of the heifer with no blemish being sacrificed and its blood cleansing from sin is a pointing us to the blood of Christ shed on the cross for the believers' sin. He was without blemish just as the red heifer. As the heifer was sacrificed "outside the camp" in the same way Jesus was crucified outside of Jerusalem: "And so Jesus also suffered outside the city gate to make the people holy through his own blood" (Hebrews 13:11-12)
Using Cedar and Hyssop: These were medicinally used to heal and give us freedom. just like John 19: 28-30 28 After this, Jesus, knowing that all was now finished, said (to fulfill the Scripture), I thirst." 29 A jar full of sour wine stood there, so they put a sponge full of the sour wine on a hyssop branch and held it to his mouth. 30 When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, "It is finished," and he bowed his head and gave up His spirit.
It was also used in Exodus 12: 22: during the Passover. 22 Take a bunch of hyssop and dip it in the blood that is in the basin, and touch the lintel and the two doorposts with the blood that is in the basin. None of you shall go out of the door of his house until the morning.
Do you see how all of these are starting to fit together? We have not ever scratched the surface of the depth and orchestration God uses through His word. If we do not take the time out to study God's word and spend time flipping between the old and new testaments connecting them together we miss vital information which will help our faith, knowledge, and understanding of God's word grow. We live in dangerous time when even the church twists the word of God to fit into our lifestyles, desires, agendas, and even our sin. I only wanted to focus on Numbers chapter 19 because there is so much richness to discover. You see how long this blog is and I did not even address the whole chapter.
Dear Lord please help us put aside our foolish ways, our narrowmindedness and our desire for self, and open our eyes to see You and Your plan that You have laid out in Your Holy scriptures.
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Monday, March 12, 2018
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Sunday, March 11, 2018
March 11, 2018
Mark 15:1-47
I almost didn't want to write a blog on today's reading. How can I possibly comment on the crucifixion scene? It's too complex, too holy, too perfect. What else could be said? I think, it all comes down to, God is love.
Every year, on Good Friday, in Romania, they used to play the movie "Life of Jesus" on the main TV channel. I watched it so many times, growing up. I remember being so moved and so saddened by the crucifixion scene. Part of the sadness was because I saw the whole thing as a harsh end. I knew Christ was resurrected and raised from the death, but I pictured Him being done with the Earth, being distant, happy that it was over. He was there, watching over the earth but distant. I even wondered if He had PTSD from what he experienced on earth. I found it hard to picture him as a loving God. I'm grateful, I am not in that place anymore. That alone is a miracle. Our God is a God of miracles. God is love.
Reading the passage, I also see a God who knows what pain is, both physical and emotional. He did experience the cross, the flogging without any kind of anesthesia. He does know and understand physical pain. No matter what I go through physically, he gets it.
He knows emotional pain. He knows what it means to be betrayed, to be humiliated. Therefore, he understands when I feel frustrated, hurt, disappointed. He's been there. He is the perfect example of mental strength. In spite of being provoked by everyone: the chief priests, Pilate, the soldiers, the people around, he didn't react. He chose his responses. Sometimes he chose to remain silent, sometimes he didn't, but he never reacted. I am invited to do the same. When faced with tough situations, I can choose to respond and not react. Jesus did it.
He is also the perfect example of forgiveness and not seeking revenge. He could have changed the entire story of crucifixion. He had absolute power over everything and everyone, yet he trusted the Father's plan. How can I apply that to my own life? I guess, by trusting God in all circumstances. Fix my eyes on Jesus and choose love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Galatians 5:22-23
I also get to see the high price of people pleasing, of conforming to the world and not God. Pilate chose to be a people pleaser, who wanted to satisfy the crowd and choose to send an innocent person to torture and death. In contrast we see a bold Joseph of Arimathea, who chose to follow God in spite of the risks. Who do I choose to be like?
Saturday, March 10, 2018
March 10: Of Foolishness
Numbers 14:1-15:16
Mark 14:53-72
Psalm 53:1-6
Proverbs 11:4
Psalm 53:1 - The fool says in his heart, "There is no God."
Fool | noun - a person who acts unwisely or imprudently; a person who is duped or imposed upon; verb - trick or deceive (Oxford Living Dictionaries)
There is a song I enjoy so much I actually like three versions of it. It is "What a Fool Believes". The Doobie Brothers sang the original; Kenny Loggins had a great version in concert; but Aretha Frankly just completely blew the song away. The melody was catchy, but the lyrics were amazing - the story of a man who keeps revisiting a past relationship to keep the hope of reunification alive. He deludes himself into thinking she still loves him. As the song says, "what a fool believes, he sees".
As Christians, we are accused of deluding ourselves into believing God exists. As someone very dear to me told me, they couldn't see Him, He wasn't tangible. And so they couldn't believe He existed. How was I so sure I wasn't deluding myself with an old book of fiction?
In Pastor Larry Osborne's foreword to the Pastor Mark Clark's book "The Problem of God: Answering a Skeptic's Challenges to Christianity", he makes an interesting point: "before we dismiss Jesus…and Christianity as mere ancient myth…or a set of oppressive and failed moral standards, we need to first test our assumptions against the facts and then let the facts speak for themselves. The same goes for those of us who call ourselves Jesus followers…Faith can't turn a falsehood into truth."
Point well taken. However, I find that my problem isn't that proof of God's existence doesn't exist; it's that, in my desire to gratify my sinful desires, I choose to ignore the evidence. Worse than allowing myself to be duped by someone else, I am the greater fool that dupes myself.
And where is that proof? Why, everywhere! Consider the perfect balance of conditions that permitted the genesis of life and its persistence. Or the dance of the rock we stand on, that spins a thousand miles per hour, and speeds through space at around 67,000 miles per hour…and doesn't bump into much, despite the fact it has another rock a sixth the size of it spinning around it once every thirty days or so. Or the medically inexplicable recovery of a friend, in a week long coma, vitals fading, doctors helpless who, after a night of fervent prayer by our church, turned the corner to a full recovery. There is proof everywhere. I just choose not to see it, or not to see it for what it is.
Father, have mercy on this fool for his willful delusion, for choosing to overlook or ignore the manifestations of Your existence and power. Open my eyes and soften my heart that I may no longer be that fool that says, in word and deed, in thought and feeling, "There is no God".