Randi
Wednesday, May 10, 2017
May 10
Randi
Monday, May 8, 2017
May 8th blog
How important is truth? How important is it to speak truth? What about when the truth is hard to speak because you know it will be hard for the one listening to hear? What about when the truth is hard to speak because you know that the one listen will not see the truth but only you, the one speaking, and possibly lash out at you (when they will see you as judging them rather than sharing the truth)? What about when the truth spoken reveals not just the lies, wrongs, or misgivings of another but also speaks to your shortcomings and failures? Truth is vital to a Christ centered life but it isn't always an easy thing to hold onto.
Eli is an example of what happens when we let truth go unspoken for too long and when we don't live it wholeheartedly for ourselves. His sons, Hophni and Phinehas, were living in direct disobedience to the truth of God's word. They were using their position for their glory and gain and not for the Lord. Eli was obviously not only aware of his sons disobedient deeds but was partaking in the gluttony of their actions as well (1 Samuel 2:29 "Why do you honor your sons more than me by fattening yourselves on the choice parts of every offering made by my people?") Eli made a feeble attempt to speak truth to his sons but it was without success and without determination. Eli seemed to have had the passive mentality of "I tried" and washed his hands of any part he felt he had in making sure that the truth of God's word was held up (both in his sons lives as well as his own). He was juggling the truth with his desires and interests and when the Lord confronted him the only thing left before Eli to hold onto was the convicting truth and therefore the consequences of choosing to not live by that truth.
In stark contrast we have Samuel, the young boy, who had to proclaim difficult truth to his mentor, Eli, that the consequence's of his family's sin and the passive attitude held toward that sin was now going to be paid in full. After this difficult declaration of truth by Samuel, we read in chapter 3 verse 19 "The LORD was with Samuel as he grew up, and he let none of his words fall to the ground." I love this verse. None of the words of God spoken to Samuel, none of the truths revealed, were ever dropped. They weren't juggled carelessly but held responsibly. God is faithful to keep his promises, to hold them up, both the blessings and the curses, but he also gave Samuel the strength and ability to carry those truths, to share those truths, to speak boldly those truths as a benefit to any who would listen as well as a guide for his own life. I'm sure Samuel had moments when his bold life of truth seeking and speaking kept people and their sins away from him. Despite how people may have seen Samuel, despite what people thought of his truth living life Samuel remained faithful to God, faithful to his word, and obedient to the truth and willing to speak whatever truth God revealed needed to be spoken.
I find myself at the dividing line between Eli and Samuel. I have sitting on my kitchen table in front of me God's word, his truths spelled out clearly before me to live out in my life and to proclaim to others in love. Yet I realize that I can often take a passive seat like Eli and juggle the truth with my fears and with my limited understanding of a situation. When I do this I am letting other factors hinder me from letting the truth of God be poured out in either my actions or words for the benefit of others. "What will they think if I speak this truth of God?" "Will they call me a hypocrite?" "Will they lash out and tell me I am judging them rather than being able to see that it is not I but the Lord who spoke this truth?" "Will they even really listen to me, so should I even bother?" "I don't really want them to think I am some holier then thou person if I act this way." "I don't really know what is going on in their lives that makes them speak or act the way they do so maybe I should just mind my own business." These are some of the thoughts that I can find myself juggling with when the Lord is calling me to speak his truth into the life of someone else. What it comes down to is that I value my reputation and my comfort in the world more then I value my calling to be salt and light, to be a witness of the truth, to be an obedient child of God for the benefit of others.
Now, do not get me wrong. I don't believe God wants us to pick up his word, go outside, and start beating people over the head with the truth. Eli had a relationship with his sons and it was through that relationship that God wanted him to speak truth and to live truth in their sight. Samuel had a relationship with the people of Israel as a prophet, priest and judge. It was through that relationship that God wanted him to live out truth and to speak it forth. It is through relationships that we can cultivate an environment that gives us opportunity to speak truth and sometimes, I think more importantly, to live out the truth of God's words. But here is the things with living out the truth of God, at some point we need share why we live the way we choose. We need to allow our actions to be a springboard to sharing, verbally, the truth. That does not mean that it will always be accepted with open arms and ready hearts and that is ok because I am called to live for the Lord and in obedience to him. I am called to seek him and to let him lead me into the opportunities for he knows the hearts of others and he knows the work going on inside them. I am not here to look around and determine in my own understand who needs to hear what truth and when. I am called to live in obedient leading and let the Lord move in me and guide me. It is for the blessing and benefit of those listening that I live a life of obedience to the truth and that I speak it when God places the opportunity before me.
I desire to live on the side of Samuel with whom the Lord was with and I want the truths of God firmly held in my hands and to proclaim them in my life so that others may be drawn to the light of truth and be rescued from whatever may be hindering them. I want to put aside my fears, my pride, my comforts, and my understandings and let the Lord teach me, guide me, and use my life to be a vessel of truth. I want to live a life of blessing for others. I want to be a truth seeker, truth speaker, and truth life liver.
So my prayer is this, that I would: Daily seek the Lord and his truth. Daily ask the Lord to guide my heart, mind and life. Daily to recognize and confess my sins to him who is faithful to forgive them. Daily seek ways to cultivate the relationships in my life. Daily inquire of the Lord and how he would use me in the lives of those around me. Daily seek the strength of the Lord to be able to live and carry the truths of God's word in my heart and my mind. I want to be a vessel of hope, obedience and truth.
Saturday, May 6, 2017
May 6: Ruth and Boaz - a true love story
Friday, May 5, 2017
May 5
John 4
Every day our lives are walking billboards to the world. Every day we are carrying a message to the world. This message is proclaimed by our body language, our words, our attitudes, how we spend our time and resources, how we treat people, and by what makes us smile or cry; on purpose or by accident, for better or for worse, everyone is carrying a message.
The sobering reality is that many times the message we think we are proclaiming is not the actual message people are hearing.
Designer Cliff Dickens has created unique ads for companies. He says that his ads carry their actual message.
Trader Joe: a poor man's Whole Foods. (Kathie and I love shopping there!!)
Starbucks: we serve you decafe if you are rude.
Hallmark: when you care enough to give a card mass-produced by a corporation.
Old Spice: smell like grandpa. (nailed this one)
WebMD: convince yourself you have a terminal illness.
Harley Davidson: here for you during your mid-life crisis.
Victoria Secret: lowering a woman's self-esteem since 1977.
The point is, everyone is carrying a message and it may not be the one you want to project.
In John 4 we have a woman whose message impacted a whole town. Believing the message that Jesus could quench the thirst of her eternal soul, between verses 26 and 27, she became a Christ follower. Her first response was to drop her water jar and go back into town and share the "message" that had changed her. When we make Jesus our Lord, Savior and Thirst Quencher, it changes everything in our lives. It is never business as usual after Jesus comes in.
Since we have such a wonderful message to proclaim, that Jesus is still the thirst quencher, the challenge for us is to make sure that gospel message is being lived out in every aspect of our lives.
Thursday, May 4, 2017
Thursday, May 4
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
May 3
Monday, May 1, 2017
May 1st blog
Monoah and his wife were childless and the angel of the Lord told them that they would have a baby who would have a special calling. In their excitement this husband and wife could have just rejoiced, praised God, and started dreaming about all the things they would get to do as new parents. They could have missed the fact that God wanted to use this new life for a God glorifying, kingdom saving (and building) purpose.
I love that upon the news of a promised child Manoah's first response was to pray. He saw his inadequacies and he understood how God works through the lives of others and so he did not want to assume that the success of building this child up rested on his human shoulders. He prayed, he sought and ask the Lord to teach him how to be a father and to know how this little person needed to be raised in order to be all that God intended him to be.
The lessons I can learn as a parent from this are very obvious to me and something I need to seek every day. But for some reason God had this verse strike my heart deeply in a very different way. This is not just a prayer that I need to pray as a mother in knowing how to be there for my children, to raise them up. This is something God wants me to pray concerning all the people he puts in my life. I am a part of a great small group, I help work with the youth, I have neighbors I want to build relationships with, I have friendships, I have family members, I have people that God has put into my life for a reason and I need to be praying that God will help show me, teach me how to be there, for each of the them uniquely. What are their needs (as God sees them) and how can I build them up according to those needs (Ephesians 4:29)? What are the burdens of others and how can I be there to help carry those burdens with them (Galatians 6:2)? How do I live with others being like mined, with the same love and spirit, and with humility that allows me to value them and their interests above myself and my own (Philippians 2:2-4)? How do I bear with others (Romans 15:1)? How do I show kindness, a tender-heart and how do I forgive especially when I feel a right to my hurt, anger or pain (Ephesians 4:31-32)? How do I speak the truth in love (Ephesians 4:15)?
Teach me Lord, I beg you, to teach me how to be a friend that loves at all times (Proverbs 17:17), how to be a sister in Christ to every person I meet, to be a Godly example to my neighbors and friends, to be a Christ like role model for the youth, to live as a supportive daughter, sister, mother, wife, aunt to my family, and to be your hands, feet and voice that administers help and healing to all those you place in life.
Why do I need this to be my prayer? Because God has a compassionate heart, a gracious and merciful spirit, an unhindered love, and a gentle hand for his creation, for those he has placed in my life as well as for myself. He wants for others exactly what he wants for me. He knows and sees the heart of each of us and he is calling us to seek him so that we can learn to see others and be there for others the way he sees them and the way he is there for them. We are special to the Lord and he has a plan and purpose for each of us and like Manoah I want desperately, so very desperately to be a woman of God who is all I am able and need to be for the benefit of those around me. If the lord has placed people in my life I want to be humble and let the lord teach me how to be all that God desires me to be. And just as God faithfully answered Manoah I know that if I make this my daily prayer, my hearts cry, the Lord will be faithful to answer and empower me to be all he has called me to be and to do all he has called me to do.